Keep Getting Back Up...

Hey, it's been a while!  I really don't know what to say right now. I have NOT been careful about what I've been eating for a few months... and have gained some weight back.  I am not sure how much because the battery in my scale needs to be replaced (and has been that way for a while because I secretly didn't want to know, so that I could keep cheating)!  How ridiculous is that!?!  Like I don't know what I am doing!!  Crazy how food can so easily rule my life!  I hate it!  Anyways... I officially made a decision to get my butt back in gear.  I started back up yesterday and I am going to keep it up!  I am not perfect and I will make mistakes and get knocked down.  But I WILL keep getting back up and I WILL be a healthier me! :)