9 weeks and counting!!!

So I have 9 weeks left and I am feeling pretty good. I had an appointment today and the doctor said I am measuring a week and a half early. Wouldn't that be great if it actually happened. I also have 7-8lbs left before I hit the dreaded 200 lbs so if I did go early like two weeks early and only gained a lbs a week I would not hit 200. Here's to hoping.

I look horrible in this picture but I told Cameron to take it because I keep forgetting to take pictures of my belly. Funny thing is I have a picture of me when I was 8 months pregnant with Carson and wearing the same shirt. I can't find it right now or I would have put both on there to see a comparison between my 1st and 3rd pregnancy.

Well I hope you are all doing great and I will keep you posted when we have the baby.
Have a great summer.

Note to Self

Note to Self...

DO NOT, I repeat, DO NOT make monster cookies

unless you will be giving most of them away!

They're just too darn yummy!

**Bobi**

FrUsTrAtEd!!!

NEVER in my life have I actually WANTED to WORK OUT!

I have come to that MAGICAL day-- I actually do want to! However, with my back doing whatever it has been doing, I have not been able (for a few months) to do anything more than a leisurely walk (doc's orders). And as a result I have put on a few pounds. I'm Not Happy About It!! I wish I could just get moving and do me some biggest loser exercising!! I look in the mirror and feel completely frustrated with the way I am looking and then all I want to do is eat, eat, eat, just to make myself feel better because that is the drug of my choice! AAAHHH!! Why am I stuck with this horrible food addiction? It's not fair! I can't hide my addiction, it sits around on me for all the world to see, screaming out, "Hey, look at me, look at me!" When all I want is for it to shut up and disappear! So I am hoping that my back will hurry up and get better so that I can start to move again! Plus, I'm going broke paying for doctor appointments!

It will happen,

and

I will take back my life again!